The night so sweet

The world fell down and shattered into pieces. The earth shook under the feet and the faces. The minds all fluttered and ran in confusion as one stood behind as always. Left in the shadows of the feet from yesterday. The figure stood solid reaching out its hands. In the memories of all that were lost in the morrow, the figure stood tall. And when the wounds started to mend and the people put back, the figure still stood in the shadows of the morrow. When all was said and done and love filtered back the figures knees bent and the eyes wept. Once again alone, once again forgetting that the figure had its own to think and regret. But the path of the figure is not to ask for help but always to be the one to help and then all forget.

I remembered, after having such an okay semester with a room mate, why I hate them so much. The nice room mate phase lasted all of a semester. It is so not fun being woke up early in the morning every time she comes in bright and early! It is ALSO not fun to hear someone chew with their mouth open constantly. And of ALL things it is NOT COOL to bring a guy in, and be sleeping with him without asking. It is not cool to bring him in at 7am in the fucking morning, without WARNING, and then to have be wake up a few hours later, get ready for the day, come back to the dorm after running to the book store, to be hearing and seeing things I DO NOT wish to see nor hear >O.

My day has gone to shambles! kljsdfasdflkasdfjklasdfkl


At least I got my refund check.....Chicago here I come! :D

Rawr mushy mushy Axel

Yeah I got my tattoo! Finally. Made me feel better. Ish beautiful.

The days wander slow in this cool wintery season.

I get my tattoo Thursday evening, and I am not as excited as I was before, just tired.

I find myself feeling alone and secluded in my dorm room, with no where to turn.

It is decided. I will be living in buffalo hense forth once I return to college. I will not be coming back to the hell known as 'home'.

The end.

Oh, and I will be HAPPY.

most spend too much time sitting behind their computers hiding. dumbasses

Within the blanket of insanity lies the vitues of man. Entangled in stupidity and voluptuous thoughts. A vermilion of ancient thoughts and mischief!

Perverts and frauds tied up with bows. Merrily walking across my front yard. Visiting hours, lots filled with bums. Candy canes and whiskey, brains scattered dumb.

Lowly and slowly the minds did sink. Singing there sorrows, borrowing there thoughts from those who seek the world. Oh, the mistakes and loud retakes. Imagine it all done up and raked.

Like pulling your hair out one strand at a time! Jumping about on nails. Scratching an itchy cut and running in a circle!


It is just stupid, and annoying.
He is not with you, he does not want to be alone with you. Not my fault, yours.


Sluts and whores, pickles and toys.

A masterpiece in the making!

So, I am sitting next to Jen in the library at school. We are waiting for steve to show up so we can all eat at Apple bees. The semester is OVER! w00t.
So i was waiting for a letter to come and it never came :(. Well at least I do not think it did. And i needed it! wahhhh.

Anyways. I am very very bored and feeling very shitty. Ew. And I am ready to just get the heck out of here. :)
blah blah blah.

Start work sunday and I am doing the one goddamn shift i do not know! Oh noes! lol. The are screwing us all over, as usual hehe. But it is money! Money is good!

There are only a few more days till the end of this semester. So much studying to do, so little time. These college semesters fly by so quickly it is so hard to keep up! Well that is all I have time for, for now. I need to study for my Genetics final tomorrow >_<.